bbq.

went to class bbq ytd. maybe it was fun. maybe it wasnt. i went there.. jus merely to keep my promise. to go lor. den i jus went. mit ben kok and jon first.. den after that mit cindy at bedok inter.. we took a cab there and kor pay money.. haha. no one wanted to pay back.. ^.^ go there den realised got nobody.. thot got alot of ppl liao.. den honey was like saying.. she asked us to mit at 1.3o then she wasnt here.. den i was like ya lor.. den jonathan say i zhen dui here. so angry lor.. is like i didnt. i swear i didnt. hafiz brought along his guitar.. and never bring script =X his guitar's state was pathetic lorr.. he didnt cut off the excess strings.. look so funni. haha. honey and i went to play in the water.. haha. 1/2 submerge in water.. no one wanted to go lorr.. super sian. spoilt sport. we jus went there to play.. haha. after that somehow i feel so shit when i c the both of them. i'm not jealous.. jus some thinkings came into me. i recalled all those happy times which i had.. i sat down on one of the big rock facing the sea. i recalled those happy times. den i feel so sad.. realli sad lor.. those times we shared.. so many ppl came up to me and asked me to go and join in the bbq.. den jonathan came up to me, esther oso.. esp esp thx to u all.. they are onli the 2 ppl which i can let go all my thots; my words and my feelings. i talk to jon more.. we shared about our problems.. now is like i realli feel so much better.. realli thanks. now is like i realii feel alrite liao lorr.. i'm not thinking anymore on any problems le. last night i realli sleep well and i didnt think about the problems which i faced. i feel so much better alot.. i feel so much happier.. den after that girls was throw into the sea by hafiz and ivan.. :( i was thrown in alot of times.. so sad.. me, cindy, esther was thrown in.. think no more liao lor.. sians. i was kind to hold ivan back to the shore lorr.. den he pushed me down again.. twice lorr.. sians. =X after that me, esther and jonathan was sitting back at the same rock where i sit in the afternoon (which i tink i sat there for 3hours) den we talk again.. haha. after that was like about 1o plus liao lorr.. den we took a cab to jon's home.. den we walked to a bus stop to take 28.. it was super long lor.. den we saw a 7-11.. we rushed in to buy food.. like some hungry ghosts. ha! den we took the bus.. it was 12 plus when i reached home cum a fast bath.. super tired after that and i sleep almost immediately.. (1st night when i didnt tink of any problems.. yay!) den i woke up at 11 today lorr.. like a pig.. i esther love me!!! the bite shows. haha. the blue black mark is where she bites me. -where is my essay question mr d? -i'm trying not to tink about any problems right now. jus wanna forget everything. -thank you jonathan and esther -thanks kor for the cab. hehes. it's FOC k? (p.s) i didnt have anymore peace the moment kris came back home. i feel to get out of my house rite at this moment. my parents r super noisy rite at tis moment. it doesnt concern me lor den they scold scold scold.. irriating to my ears. now daddy wanted to find everything around kris and to find the guy who was wif her. he even wanted to go find her form teacher.. and noe who is it or else will transfer her to another sch lorr. super noisy. shut up la. i noe it's rude la.. budden they are realli noisy.. contributing to the noise pollution.